poso akoma

..? pou leei kai to tragoudi! mou ginane parapona gia eleipsh post kai meta apo ena ere8isma tou steliou kouloglou kai tou site tou, tvxsto opoio xrhsimopoiw gia apokleistikh enhmerwsh pleon, exw na pw:
den kseroume ti allo na kanoume. vghke kosmos sto dromo epi ena mhna peripou.ti katalhpseis,ti apergies,ti spasimata,ti ar8ra ,ti diamarturies sthn thleorash ti..ti..ti..
h pagerh adiaforia pou uparxei einai eksw apo ta oria ths fantasias mou. oxi,de milaw gia tous politikous.
autoi th douleia tous kanoun,paramu8ia kai ..peoliksies elegan,den allazei to tropari.
auto pou me sun8livei einai h adiaforia pou uparxei apo olous tous allous pou den ekanan ta "ti" pou exei parapanw.
ti prepei na sumvei akomh gia na katalavoun?

den einai aplo provlhma.einai mia koinwnikh katastash pou 8elei kata th gnwmh mou genees gia na allaksei.
fovamai oti ka8e dikh mas prospa8eia einai mataih. tipota arketa megalo,dunamiko h opws 8es des to dn mporei na ephreasei tis megales tsepes pou antiti8entai. 8eloun to paixnidi tous kai 8a to exoun,oso ki an oi koukles 8eloun na kinh8oun monaxes tous. zw,zeis,zoun se metavatikh periodo. trampalizoume metaksu antidrashs kai f8oras.
den einai apla mia mikrh apofash epiloghs kapoiou xartiou pou 8a mpei meta merikwn staurwn se ena kouti pou to lene kalph. einai kati polu pio ogkwdes,me perissoterh psuxh,isws kai mia kanh.
otan katalavoume emeis kai oloi oi alloi laoi,ti kataferame 8a einai hdh arga gia episkeues.
to ktirio peutei ki emeis koitazame tous pinakes. as to riksoume na teleiwnoume